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all i want for christmas is...

some people.

bitter happens when one or two or am pretty sure more witness something good - a good in fact however too good to be true for some, perhaps. that seeing through the goodness just naturally becomes impossible to next only to resort to critics. well, we won't have the ability to truly appreciate a good dish when we have never tasted it.

just sayin' ;)

we only live once.

what if nothing is eternal?

what if granted a best,

however never for life?

what more can human hold on to?

the only thing certain is the uncertainties.

or is it our own fault?

that we are haunted by fears?

mistakes from the past,

regrets that seem to stay,

affecting a current judgment.

interfering the future.

perhaps we are simply never satisfied?

are never grateful?

always wants more?

or..

we expect too little?

educated to expect the worst?

no longer able to accept a greatness?

far too many possibilities.

it's a strength that in the end,

questioned and in play.

to keep believing,

that beauty is still there.

the art of receiving.

an inevitable collateral.

the gamble of life.

a paramount of risks.

however when not played along,

it is as is -

life as life in its most basic.

might be enough or even awesome for some.

freedom of choice.

to play safe,

or following the infamous theory,

higher risk higher return.

all i can say is:

we only live once,

but once is enough if made right.

everybody wins.

one gives to one,
two means four.
a ripple effect,
share a kindness.
it spreads itself.

human don't survive alone,
given a planet,
so we would live and share,
together not individually.
a heart is all it takes.

the big cycle,
rich becomes richer,
poor goes poorer.
inevitable by now indeed,
everybody's aware.

a child sitting in a dark corner.
bruised and starved.
holding hardest the tears,
to be in silence.
nobody's aware.

mother to her child,
protecting with all she has.
to be a shield,
taking all harsh abuse.
only she's aware.

to whichever we are or not aware of.

non necessarily significant,
be there a little.
heal a soul,
make one smile.
means the world to them.

extend a hand,
everybody wins.

rainbow after the rain always.

there will be rainbow always,

after the rain.

even better days,

after sorrows.

for definite.

one's patience,

all tested and needed.

if endured,

shall be perpetually worthy.

the paradise will come.

simply because,

everything will happen in its perfect time.

none have no clue as to when,

only God's plan in play here.

it's not a game but fact.

no theories ever existed,

no knowledge ever enough.

nothing ever seem certain,

only to learn keeping a belief.

be sure won't be dismayed.

a little setback,

an ounce of weakness.

as we're only human,

all are good and well.

teaching us to appreciate when glory comes.

rainbow after the rain always,

the paradise will come.

beautifully spot-on.

you're divine.

having faith in faith,
stray you sometimes.
keeping a nice mind,
taken advantage of sometimes.
oh what you gotta do?

people disappoint you,
ripping your soul to bring you down.
or simply for their own satisfaction,
proving their dominance.
leaving you like a little child scared in the dark.

look around however,
you're not alone.
even me we're passengers of the same boat.
beautiful eyes,
don't look down in glum.

you're divine.

d'ooh!

watching films on love made just few years ago as compared to today's are certainly different.

there're no more leaps of faith - everything's made believe to be overwhelmingly complicated.

it's all 'easy come easy go' as there's no more trust seems worthy to invest in anybody.

love tainted by lust that hence overtaking any simple beautiful embarkation of a journey for a start towards a possible lifetime.

none is ever done proper according to it's right time anymore therefore respect for the sanctity has eventually subside.

ahh well, those films, seriously show us how things have evolved - with a slap in the face shouting 'wake up!'.

it's okay to reject the fictions as sometimes it isn't easy to believe and just swallow those ugly truths.

just don't ever deny the reality that nature or simply your guts do tell you.

i tell myself all above from time to time, but at the same time i do tell myself too: it's still okay though, to hope.

life in general, or not.

all that have happened recently,

were signs for us.

at least for those who wants to see,

clear cut.

not about the end of the world nonetheless.

needless to comprehend too deeply,

just simply to reflect on ourselves.

while others are busy mending the world,

which actually they have no power over.

one can only try to be their best.

who am i to say all these,

some might think i'm too young to be this cynical.

however at the same time,

it's the question how did i get there?

as simply as being a quiet aware audience.

many of us out there,

have been expecting too much.

that resulted in nothing at all,

to then live having everything yet in starvation.

ideals will never be there if perfection is demanded.

to try see all in their best,

leaving all disbeliefs and doubts.

a lot of times ending up in disappointments,

for the above said reasons.

however keeping the faith and honesty pays off well.

as sweatless as,

listening to a good composed instrumental.

yet rich in stories to fantasize,

triggering different emotions each time.

just letting the beautiful wave in and enjoy.

whether the song stays attractive or not,

is a whole different case.

however don't miss it out just because it seems senseless.

rise up quick enough to live again.

to be viewing yourself,

from just within.

will never be satisfying,

lacks are always found.

life will seem never good enough.

try a new angle,

with a wider point of view.

i hope it makes you smile,

like it did to me today.

we're all not alone.

nobody is ever perfect,

some are best in some,

some lack in some.

reason why we need each other,

to perfect one another.

the dots are magically connected,

we meet soul mates who complete us.

a bit corny but,

it's often called divine interventions.

also is the best gift life comes with.

when life treats you bad,

though hard still find a way.

be thankful that it happened sooner than later,

for the best of everyone's.

most importantly for own best.

learning to accept the ugliest truth,

it's complete fine to stay down,

rise up quick enough to live again.

some time before breakfast.

two loveliest in once upon a time,

walked the streets of both homes.

sometimes in the capital of Indonesia,

sometimes somewhere in Europe.

the idea seemed everly beautiful.

both had everything,

they ever wanted for.

masters of all beautiful dreams.

just made for each other,

such comfortable abode both ways.

up until a crash,

some time before breakfast.

an unfortunate accident,

taking their souls off.

leaving nothing behind.

having it all yesterday,

losing everything the next.

a love story never told to the world,

big lost to all who will never hear.

all gone and shattered now.

bodies were destroyed,

broken and killed.

let alone the hearts.

some tried their best for a rescue,

to points never close for a success.

all left were miseries,

and a funeral.