It’s an inexplicable process,
Throughout this life.
Where we fall in and out of love,
Day in day out.
In search of this so called happiness.
Often we forget,
The greatest love that we already have,
That is from the Man above.
Which we are never alone,
And to search for an image resembles of Him.
We look for so much,
But all are wrong.
When we forget why all did not work out,
So personal and patiently,
He comes gently to remind and shelter.
Shielded from eternal pain,
We experience hurt a little while.
We get angry and disappointed,
Again forgetting to see the light in the dark.
That it is not a bad thing.
How great is our God,
Even when we betray much too much,
Thinking we’re so great on our own,
Above everything even including Him,
Yet He is always unfailingly faithful.
I now experience shame,
I now experience guilt,
I now experience indignity.
But I am wrong again even now,
All He wants is I to now experience His love.
How great is this love,
And to find it on earth even only a fraction of similarity.
That will be my eventual heaven on earth.
That’s what I should have been looking for,
And that’s what I should be seeking for now.
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(While writing this, I am so overwhelmed by what this is I
am feeling, how it just suddenly came to me – I keep shaking my head in
disbelief, but it’s feeling so real. Peace is there, you just have to let it
in)
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