my happy ending.

when this day is without you,

and the days to come,

of the absence said.

i will still unfailingly know,

you're always with me.

my hours to seconds.

and i will think of you,

your little unexplainable behaviors.

all your little things,

that makes me adore you even more.

they make you: you.

my fantasy and reality.

your kind eyes,

that can seem sad sometimes,

it brings me to your amazing soul.

which turns out to be even more extraordinary,

i want to love and protect.

my heaven on earth.

i pray to always,

see those even littlest things,

look at you as when i first fell for you,

leap with you holding your hand,

and never taking anything forgranted.

my happy ending.

i shall wait.

I am afraid of,

the unknown.

that is honestly true,

and I acknowledge.

fair and bare.

has never refrained me,

from seeking that sunshine.

doesn't coward me,

I am just reckless.

that might be true.

some say it is audacious,

some say it is too idealistic,

some say it is sensible,

some say it is shallow.

what's to care.

I jump,

I leap,

I elope,

I risk,

those are the fibers of my being.

I master living in the now,

but doesn’t stop there.

what's now for,

if there isn't future.

why proceed?

this chase is ever,

everly consistent.

it is worth waited for,

it is worth even all my life.

I wait.

I shall wait.

more and more each day.

i still can't believe it sometimes,

we're living in such a dream.

it all fits perfectly,

that at first it seemed surreal.

it again and again proved true.

to be honest,

it has been quite a while.

haven't been able to let myself,

exposed this much.

the last was long ago.

it scares me sometimes,

of where I've come.

this far letting myself released,

without restrain,

i hopelessly fell for you.

more and more each day.

it is terrifying,

it is risky,

it is reckless,

it is bare,

but you're worth everything.

your kindness inspires me.

how you carry yourself is endearing.

the way you look at me,

the way you are the stronger person,

even the way you laugh at me.

the way you love me,

i love.

and I love myself for loving you.

truly worth it.

the weight of this world,
can often seem ever heavier.
it can sometimes catch you,
in a perfectly bad timing.
that is no doubt overwhelming.

naturally it makes one question,
those many typical 'Questions of Life'.
truth is;
there will never be clear answers.
it is there to live through and over with.

we are borne with a package,
our callings and obligations.
which for sure we're ready to deal,
and strong enough for.
although sometimes might not feel the case.

so when that time comes,
look up and around,
smile even without a reason,
laugh things out,
appreciate any little good things.

small gestures can mean the world.

claim a trip,
go diving or anything you love.
the world will seem brand new,
clearer and kinder.
just like pressing the 'refresh' button.

take the time,
it will be truly worth it.