bang bang!

they say:

"the right one will come catching,

when you stop chasing the wrong ones"

well then,

i made a huge mistake here.

what if the right one had already come,

while i was holding on to the wrong one?

this is just......oh so mad.

so frustrating,

to know that i had been cold.

to know that i had taken for-granted.

to know that i had been reckless.

to know that i might have missed it all.

i felt it,

i feel it even more so.

it is such a refreshing comfort,

that we might as well had known for life.

what have i done.

subtle yet direct.

powerful yet fragile.

arrogant yet kind.

witty yet gentle.

confident yet insecure.

in and out,

i found myself loving the freshness.

i found myself loving the conversation.

i found myself loving the touch.

and i found myself waiting.

bang bang! 

now i know i'm in real trouble.